Okay, so this is this follow-up post to the Kate Cerulli Page. You really need to read that first.

And listen to the audio.

So, anyway, after the text and voicemail exchange in the morning, I thought I was going to lose it. My gut feels like I’m getting punched, it hurts more now. My arm aches like crazy (as it does while I’m writing this). But that’s a different post.

I’m not kidding, somehow, I can’t help but just weep. And not a little, and not just because my guts are sometimes literally ripping apart but because my brain is trying to process way too much.

Maybe I’m a massacist, I’m not hurting enough. I know logically I should try and stop being pissed off. But I can’t. For some PTSD, crazy reason, I am still hopeful, I am still naive.

Anyway. Kate Cirulli is not my friend. She’s just dumping me off. She is sending me off on a wild goose chase.

So, I make some calls.

Remember Jackie Beckerman, (see her page) is still blowing smoke, and victim-blaming. She INSISTS, I’m an out of control asshole. And sometimes I agree.

But again, I have a Traumatic Brain Injury, and PTSD, and Crohn’s Disease, and several other physical problems. What’s URMC’s excuse?

Does my being an asshole, sometimes, mean I don’t deserve proper care? Seems I keep repeating myself, and I am. Sorry.

I just asked Jackie Beckerman, TODAY July 13, 2018. After she STILL insists that this Gareth Warren shit is “DONE” and “OVER”, as far as URMC is concerned. And that the Brighton PD, and the NYSP, and OPMC, completed outside investigations, and “what more could I possibly want?”

I asked her, okay, but which of those agencies are responsible for diagnosing a fucking hernia?

Which of these agencies are responsible for my relearning to trust health-care providers again?

Which of these agencies are responsible for my getting the emotional care, (that she, and URMC, so readily agree) I require and deserve?

Nope, as long as I keep saying that URMC, and it’s corporate council minions, are complicit in aiding Gareth Warren, at the expense of his victims.

They’ll just keep inventing their own history, and calling Bob Adams an asshole.

And it’s Jackie’s Beckerman’s Job to do it. Honestly, on a very personal level I feel VERY sorry for Jackie Beckerman. Aileen Shinaman, and Diedre Flynn, and Richard Feldman, and James Newell, keep using poor Jackie Beckerman as cannon fodder. She gets it from me, and even if she feels differently on a personal level, she has to answer “upstairs”.

In my book, I can feel sorry for her, but still not respect her.

Anyway, read the Jackie Beckerman page. Back to the June 1, 2018, Kate Currulli fall-out.

So, again, as I’m “losing it”, and angry, and alone. I decide to start making calls instead of going to the beach.

First one is to Dr. Linda Chaudron, MD. Psychiatry. Actually this is her secretary Dorothy.

I never spoke with the good Doctor. She’s blows me off too. If I actually started calling “her suggestions”, you can bet James Newell would be saying I’m “harassing” them too.

That’s later though.

Notice how he mentions Linda, and Dorothy. How the hell did he find that out so fast? Think there’s a database?

Think he’s LOOKING for a reason to arrest me? I’m guessing yes. Because then my credibility is shit.

Think he’s How the hell is he going to threaten me today?

 

Right away, I have to call Mark Henderson, Chief of the Brighton Police Department.

Read all about The Brighton Police Departments “handling” of this case. They have their own page here. Did you listen to the audio labelled DeSain? That’s important.

Unfortunately, Kate Cerulli’s fall-out now extends to wasting the Brighton PD’s time and resources too. Thanks Kate! I’m sure Mark appreciates it too.

So in full disclosure, Mark has been an asshole to me too, sometimes. And I’ve certainly been an asshole to him too. But as I like to remind him. We would likely never have spoken were it not for Gareth Warren. This is ALL HIS FAULT. Not mine. He’s the perpetrator, I’m the victim.

This goes for Kate Cerulli too. And everyone. Gareth Warren is the sick, lying, fuck-up, not me.

Anyway, poor Mark. Has to deal with wacko-Bob Adams again!

This is Mark Henderson reciting the Complaint that Kate Cerulli filed against me.

I’ll upload the hard copy when I go and get it. IF I can even get a copy of it. But at least Mark Henderson recites it here.

So, the last calls I make are to this “shrink” Kevin Coffey. Figure before I try and swim to Mexico. I should at least TRY and talk to someone. Remember, Jackie says he’s going to “help me” and I should “trust him”.

Yeah, at the end of the day, probably not.